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Independent Soul
You are calm and logical, but not unemotional. You are an introvert, at heart, preferring to read alone than be subjected to the crush and noise of a big party or bar. You have a few friends and family, whose presence you welcome - to a point. Even they can wear on your nerves eventually, and you need to retreat back into your personal space for a while so you can recharge. Your energy comes in bursts, after which you need a long nap or a couple of evenings at home to recuperate.
You are comfortable with yourself, and reasonably confident. You want the friendship and goodwill of others, but you are not willing to sacrifice your principles in order to get it. If your close friends need something that you can provide, however, you will be the first to offer it.
You are a good and sympathetic listener, and are aware of your friend's emotional states. With your very close friends, you will open up, but rarely - you don't like to burden people with your problems. At the same time, though, you are honest and are not willing to alter the truth for the sake of convenience. Among strangers you are reserved, and may resort to making jokes to disguise your true feelings.
While you are not afraid of conflict, you do not seek it, either. When you are hurt or insulted, you feel that you have a choice to make. You can choose to take the up on it and defend yourself, or you can let it pass. Your decision may depend on how well you know the person, how personally you take the insult, or simply what mood you are in that day. Your friends may not always know how you are going to react, for that reason. Whatever you reaction, though, you will be logical, rational and unnervingly accurate: a measured strike.
Your daemon's form would represent your calm, introverted nature, your cool logic, and your impatience with crowds of people. He or she would probably whisper ironic comments in your ear, give logical advice and try to hide his or her soft side from everyone, even you.
Suggested forms: Peregrine Falcon, Snowy Owl, Snow Leopard, Siberian Tiger, Osprey.
You are comfortable with yourself, and reasonably confident. You want the friendship and goodwill of others, but you are not willing to sacrifice your principles in order to get it. If your close friends need something that you can provide, however, you will be the first to offer it.
You are a good and sympathetic listener, and are aware of your friend's emotional states. With your very close friends, you will open up, but rarely - you don't like to burden people with your problems. At the same time, though, you are honest and are not willing to alter the truth for the sake of convenience. Among strangers you are reserved, and may resort to making jokes to disguise your true feelings.
While you are not afraid of conflict, you do not seek it, either. When you are hurt or insulted, you feel that you have a choice to make. You can choose to take the up on it and defend yourself, or you can let it pass. Your decision may depend on how well you know the person, how personally you take the insult, or simply what mood you are in that day. Your friends may not always know how you are going to react, for that reason. Whatever you reaction, though, you will be logical, rational and unnervingly accurate: a measured strike.
Your daemon's form would represent your calm, introverted nature, your cool logic, and your impatience with crowds of people. He or she would probably whisper ironic comments in your ear, give logical advice and try to hide his or her soft side from everyone, even you.
Suggested forms: Peregrine Falcon, Snowy Owl, Snow Leopard, Siberian Tiger, Osprey.
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Blahblahblah work school so busy, so tired, need sleep etc etc
Now that we're done with that. I post when I'm really upset way too much and I think it gives the wrong impression. So I just wanted to take this time to say a little something.
I am so fricking warm and fuzzy inside I think I might turn into a stuffed animal. Seriously, someone check for the fluffy cotton lining.
This post has no purpose other than to say.
Yes. My life is hectic, and busy. Yes, I am still very tired
But most importantly
I am the happiest person I know right now, and glad to be in this "State of Happiness" I keep being pulled back into.
Not sure how I got as lucky as I did to have someone in my life who can make me happy just by being, but I'm glad such a wonderful thing happened.
Reflecting on the past year, all I can think is this has probably been the best year of my life so far.
- Mood:
In Love
Meet Bailey.
My parents never will.
- Mood:
nervous
My chef instructor this term, for my restaurant cooking class, if terribly terribly bull-headed and temper-mental (emphasis on mental). Day one of this term he singled me out to be his fall guy. Not a single day of class since have I been given the chance to breath. It got so bad last week I tried to walk out of the class. Had my very first chef instructor not been there to stop me, I would have, and I would have failed the class.
There are no words to express the terror, rage and frustration with which I await every day of class. I understand there is always a fall guy, but being yelled at so consistently for so many things in which I have no control has crushed my spirits in a major way. I still love to cook and I am suffering my way through this. I just have not had much will to RP. Ironic because I could really use a chance to destroy and kill things.
I try not to let it get to me but he is unfailingly ragging on me all term. He holds the fact that he can fail me over my head at any time. While I understand, or hope at least, that he is doing this to bring out the 'best' in me, I will break soon if it does not end. I have four more weeks of this hell before my life returns to the simplicity of regular classes.
I've barely eaten or slept in weeks and I spend most of my nights fitfully tossing and turning, thinking of all the things I should make sure I do to try and get my chef to actually acknowledge I am worth a damn and not worthless.
Add this to the frustrating situation of my home life, a whole new rant for another day, and my inability to get a job within 60 miles of my house, and you have one spiritually and mentally fucked the hell up kid. I don't know how much longer I can stand for the bull shit that goes on in my life. I just want to scream and run away and hide.
If not for the sturdy rock in my life that is my girlfriend, I can guarantee you I would be a nervous wreck rocking in a corner somewhere. Despite the distance that separates us, she is like the duct tape that holds my universe together.
- Location:Dad's
- Mood:
enraged
And when I say madhouse, I sadly do not mean a house of insanity but rather a house of anger. I have never seen two people fight so much over nothing as the two I live with do. If it wasn't for the fact that I am sincerely happy all the time right now, I think my last shred of hope for humanity would have been crushed long ago. What is the point of all that fighting?
At least I have a car. I can escape when it gets truly bad. But a new place to live is currently high on my priority list. I could really use a less stressful environment.
Anyone who doesn't believe that emotions can become a palpable substance has never stayed a night in this house. The anger and disgust practically fills the 3 floored building to the brim and makes you feel as though you are being suffocated. Tension so heavy you feel you must always be on edge. Even the animals can feel it. And it makes me edgy and snappy being around it all the time.
I'm just going to continue to drown it out with music and movies and hiding in my room. The less I am exposed to so much anger the less irritable I become.
- Mood: Needs Escape Plan
- Music:SJ Tucker - Cheshire Kitten
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